In my short period of existence, I had pleaded before judges,
campaigned in the presence of people numbering in their thousands, faced the
world on the airwaves through BBC, preached in countless of Churches and found
myself influencing motley of audiences.
The experience and knowledge of all these encounters boosted my pride,
inflated my ego and sated me in unspeakable arrogance. But nothing within all that range prepared
me to face a class of students at Lead City University, Ibadan on that fateful
day.
In my lecture taken under the auspices of the Faculty of
Management and Social Sciences I was wracked with anxiety. I needed a crouch to deliver me from my
inadequacies. Thoughts flew across my mind in a flash. How would I disseminate my knowledge of Business Law, its intricacies, its nuances and its overall
objectives. Will the students appreciate
me, will they grasp the purport of my words or would I become a quavering of a man who simply
cannot hack it?
This was how I approached the lecture theatre populated with rows and
rows of students, presenting a riot of colours, in all shapes and sizes with a
nod and wink to the corporate dress sense. I flashed my brand new slim Apple
mac-computer for functionality, it contained all my notes. Without much more of a glance in their
direction, I ushered myself to the wooden Lead City University branded rostrum
neatly placed in the front of the theatre.
In what seemed like a long silence, descended
upon the lecture theatre, and the tension became palpable. I could have sworn my
imagination conveyed from outside, the howling of winds, flapping sounds of the
wings of bats flying back from their insect hunting, interrupting me, as my maiden
lecture was about to commence.
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